October.
the forbidden dream .....!
He wants her !
the way he thinks about her all the time, it was unbearable .
he dreamt of her last night ... Again !
all his dreams about her are vage , smoky , she runs while he tries desperatly to catch her , sometimes she stands in shadows where he cant see clear .. Then he wakes up tired , breathing heavily ..But he feels content . The idea of being close to her even in a dream was enough to be relaxed all day .
Sometimes he misses hearing her voice , and he feels pain , and he keeps remembering all details of thier last talk , the way she laughs , her accent , her quite tune, the way she breathes when she spells his name , her sigh when she thinks to reply his sudden questions .. Every little thing about her simply moves him .
Last time he asked her : dont you wanna see me anymore?
and she said: we finished our project together , why do you wanna see me?
He couldnt reply , how he could tell her that he just misses being with her in same area!
Many times he asked himself , does she know or hear of the other woman in his life? maybe that's why she is reluctant to let herself go with him ? but no , she is not that type , she would simply refuse to talk to him if she heard about the other woman , she's so proud to be the other woman in the life of any man .
The other woman ! and he breathed heavily .. what shall he do about her? it's his family's decision to marry her but that was before he saw the one he wants now , since he met Neren she filled all his senses .
but what he should do about that other woman?
He felt asleep , well , i'll think of it tommorrow
and he closed his eyes.
the forbidden dream .....!
He wants her !
the way he thinks about her all the time, it was unbearable .
he dreamt of her last night ... Again !
all his dreams about her are vage , smoky , she runs while he tries desperatly to catch her , sometimes she stands in shadows where he cant see clear .. Then he wakes up tired , breathing heavily ..But he feels content . The idea of being close to her even in a dream was enough to be relaxed all day .
Sometimes he misses hearing her voice , and he feels pain , and he keeps remembering all details of thier last talk , the way she laughs , her accent , her quite tune, the way she breathes when she spells his name , her sigh when she thinks to reply his sudden questions .. Every little thing about her simply moves him .
Last time he asked her : dont you wanna see me anymore?
and she said: we finished our project together , why do you wanna see me?
He couldnt reply , how he could tell her that he just misses being with her in same area!
Many times he asked himself , does she know or hear of the other woman in his life? maybe that's why she is reluctant to let herself go with him ? but no , she is not that type , she would simply refuse to talk to him if she heard about the other woman , she's so proud to be the other woman in the life of any man .
The other woman ! and he breathed heavily .. what shall he do about her? it's his family's decision to marry her but that was before he saw the one he wants now , since he met Neren she filled all his senses .
but what he should do about that other woman?
He felt asleep , well , i'll think of it tommorrow
and he closed his eyes.
:-s
ReplyDeletei can't stop thinking about that!! if i were him, ... it's so hard