Stupid stupid stupid !
she said to herself over and over all the day , why on earth did she say such stupid words when he told her , don't you wanna see me?? if she would have obeyed herself she would say YES i do , i just miss you ,, but no she had to ruin it all by askin why? we finished all work we have .
What work? who is she fooling anyway? work was just her excuse infront of her mind to see him everyday , talk to him , all the little fights ! and she smiled .
This morning her friend told her , beware he is a womanizer , he got quiet a reputation , love em and leave em ,, and she told her friend that she doesn't care as it's only business relation that connects them together , who is she anyway to compete with all those beautiful gurls he meets everyday?
She is a simple quiet ordinary gurl , yes she has admirers , but she wasn't the type that makes men stop and stare , she knows her limitations ,
Yet she dares to hope !
hope was her only sin , once she had read those words , and ever since she never stop dreaming .. why not? there might be a Cindrella after all , maybe he misses her just alittle .
She felt tired , just wanna know for sure .
Before she closes her eyes she said to herself , tomorrow i 'll call him and fake any reason to meet him
She smiled , tomorrow will be just wonderful .
the day is over, did she call him ?
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