ya rab ana 3awza mama ..ezay tb3tly mama? ezay tab awsalaha ..nefsy bas to7dony w terga3 tmoot tany .. 7odn wa7ed bas ya rab , 7odn wa7ed w 5odha tany aw 5odny m3aha .. mfesh 7aga laha ta3m.ana men gherek mlesh 7ad , lonely, lonely 7ata wana f west nas kteer .. 7ata msh 3arfa awsal lel makan ele enty madfona feh , enty de3ty mene yum mamoty , mfesh bena gher a7lam w bas , 7ata el 7elm 2osayar w bas7a tany fe nafs mkany w nafs zamany .. msh h2dar asta7mel aktar .. im on verge of a complete breakdown.
