butterfly

just tired of losing people i love and care for , tired of missing the good moments in life .. tired of expecting then disappointment .. tired of all contradictions .. just don't wanna lose people i love .. it's enough .

project

.... ok, i gotta lose weight fast , my big problem is the drive .. im struggling in this weight loss issue since childhood .. it's boring and frustrating .. and we are living in the age of slimness , actually people are getting more and more weight loss freaks .. can't blame them since the hype is around the figure and design and structure , nothing matters anymore than being a zero size !! very frustrating and depressing considering that your genes actually resisting this zero size concept ..yet some people are blessed enough genetically , that's why i see it so unfair .. i have to manage anyway .