please.... Don't disappear!

I miss you mom!
miss you like the aged misses youth,
miss talkin to you
miss dealing with you , when you joke about me
when you search for me and call me
when you miss me..
when you tell me stories and memories from the past
when you show me pictures and things you keep apart
i'm so without you
and i'm so yearning to you
and i'm so incomplete and lonely without you
please please don't fade away , i fear losing the image of you
Don't wanna forget the tone of your voice and the sound of your laugh
i'm so so missing you.
please stay here and here....
in my mind and in my heart.

little stories.....

First Story:
Everyday is just like the other , boring ,boring ..
why does he say he loves her when he stays away of her?
he is an adventurer while she is an introvent ..
can love tolerate such difference?
Next time she'll go to Sahara with him, just her, him and the endless peace.
Second Story:
She just can't be faithful to one man .. but men don't understand this
she doesn't care as long as she is smart in moving in between..
she can say yes to someone and no to the other , then switch thoughts.
All is fair as long as she is not caught..
She forgot one thing , her line was open when she was out with the other..
He heard it all !
Third Srory:
He wanna leave her ! timing is the only problem .
and the other problem ? his promise? Crab , promises are meant to be broken ..
But what if she created problems to him? his mother just adores her.
hmmmm,, maybe but she'll come around eventually , he's her son while the other is just a stranger , not blood..
But ... will she keep quite about his small secret?
He should be smart and tolerate her alittle longer, just alittle longer.
Fourth Story:
Death is very true , thats why he hates it ..
Tomorrow might not come with all the hope we live for..
He was telling her last time they met to give him the choice :
just give me a chance to stay with you , live the remaining time ,
i have the right to be with you coz i won't have that right with destiny ..
let me be with you till you fade away.
Fifth Story:
She will buy the hottest swim suit ever and she will forget all the limitations around her!
Pink will be the colour and to dye her hair in black , mmm suits her skin ..
they say that summer brings new love along with blazing sun ..
She closed her eyes with a smile ... we'll see about that.

To Choose Between Two Deathes ...

I was watching Eclipse , the Twilight saga
and i was hit by few ideas ,,
like why we always have romantic fantasies about vampires?
and why we always portray them as beautiful elegant smooth creatures?
and why we always let them win eventually or at least we leave it open end ?
Remember the movie ( Interview With a Vampire)? where they gathered the three alive hunks of Hollywood then ( Pitt, Cruise, Banderas) in one movie leaving us the poor helpless females imagining ourselves part of this gorgeous creatures?
me , i imagined me a beautiful gurl whome Pitt saw and couldn't resist till he transformed her into an immortal creature like him bla, bla, bla...
But then the idea hit me ! would i stand same face , same voice , same everything ,
nothing changes at all for life? hell , forever? FOREVER? dee teb2a 3esha hbab , even Pitt with all his charm can't stand such test .
I mean come to think of it , if you married a guy and he turned out to be a jerk ( like most men are as we agree ), you will always have this hope that someday hayfyas aw enty tfayasy w ne5las w ahe 3esha ..But to stick on to someone knowing that he will never die and you can't even escape coz if you tried to escape hygebek min afaky men re7tek,,,,
dee tb2a 3esha soda ..
Now back to Bella elle hya habla w msh fahma , obviously she is trapped between two gorgeous hunks Edward the vampire and Jakob the warewolf .. i understand her dilemma since they are both drop dead lookers but to live a dead life the idea makes 3am dahab bta3 el batata looks more hotter coz at least loh ree7a unlike the odourless, tasteless Edward .. now i didn't watch the movie till end yet so i don't know what will be Bella's choice , will it be death naturally or death by living dead beside Edward...
Does love really that powerfull?
We'll see ....

Last thought : Can he stand forever for me?