LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE ..

          Ever felt that you are out of place? that you just don't fit in your suit? then you tried to have courage and just proceed hiding your thoughts?
Well ! that's me since i walked on my own feet , trying hard to look as if i don't care .. sometimes i don't but other times like hell i do .. then you think to yourself who have put the rules for fitting and responding? .. just an idiot who thought he knows more .. and you just suffer because he was born before .
When Darwen said monkeys are us , maybe he meant people then , maybe he hated the sight of his wife , one fine morning he woke up , looked her up and then decided .. monkeys are us but in advanced stage .. i mean every fuckin theory was put because of the silliest reasons ever .. then knowledge grown .. heads are blown and whenever you know more your grey zone grows .
And i just feel more and more unfit and not belong .................................
Luckily those monkeys who have never changed to the big grey zone.

EVEN THOUGH !

Still in my blood even though ..
time passes by even though
driving in heavy traffic , thinking about you
never knew how to get over you
maybe i don;t wanna though i haven't seen you for awhile
but when it comes to you , vision is not the rule...
they say time heals , then why it can't when it comes to you?
and why do i feel the burn of tears even though....
i try hard to cope and ignore ??
one word always comes to my mind ..your name !
when i'm lonely or sore
thinking about you , then tears , then endless sleep
sleeping is just like jumping over a bridge ..
you fly like in forever then you are crushed
like endless fall .. still .. even though.