Monday, August 23, 2010

Heart Of Glass

   It was one of those days where you wake up and you don't know where to begin..
It began with two bad dreams ..
Two bad dreams drained me from inside ..
U know that lonely feeling? when you can't find the strength?
This is exactly what happened to me ...
Moved like a zombie , doing everything i should do just wanna come back home ..
Just wanna run to my coccon and close the door behind ...
Only to be hit by new loss...
My friend removed my friend .. just erased him from her life ..
U know that option where you click the damn botton , and next thing the person you have clicked was gone ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
harsh , harsh ...
People doing it all the time .. click , you are gone !
And this coccon suddenly is so tight and dark ..
I wanna go home !
Where's home? it is so so faraway !
Strikes me how life has become so indifferent and difficult ..
Does people know that hearts are made of glasses?
And when you crack a piece , it never heals ..and those broken hearts keep going on in life half broken , half alive..
and then if you make a zoom to one of those hearts ..
U'll find narrow deep holes .. this is pain ..
Hearts are made of glasses so why we pretend it's made of steel?
Hearts are made of glasses then why we can't see?
Why we think that the others are disposable? we need eachothers..
We need to feel the warmth of other's breath..
We are bundle of senses ,  we are not steel .........
               Someone dear told me today , you keep fighting fighting fighting for what?
....... U know what? ................... I'll stop .

6 comments:

  1. frankly, i wish you HELL too!!

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  2. mr diversemoods ur not polite and wish u and all ur fmail go to hell and respect ur self and don't ever com here again y7ywan

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  3. for serenity , look dear u know well and ur friend don't do this for fun or she wake up in the morning i wanna remove , she removed coz she sufferd and the pain was so bad and really if the hearts mad in glass so her heart is broken to pieces and u know that too , the problem the people don't see what the result when the broken wiz people , they don't know the result , the only important thing is to be happy coz u end relation that's it all are selfish y3azizty!

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  4. wow i only saw those comments today and i'm surprised like HELL , because :
    1- who are u diversemoods? do i know u or are u mixing me up wiz someone else?
    2-thank u mahmoud for standing up 4 me dear .
    3- frankly i don't mind to go to HELL since we all will go one day for different reasons, but i wsould like to know why.

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  5. MY BLOG ! and i respect it and anyone comes here to read or share should be respectful , if not then i can deal with any sort of ignorant bastards


    ie:any childish , stupid , rude or limited mind is not welcome here and can go to HELL leterally .

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  6. you didn't respect your self, why should i respect you?

    and deleting my comments are proof of your weakness and shame

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