YESTERDAY

YESTERDAY was hard ..

i had my worst panic attack ..felt strange , dizzy , afraid!

And i needed u

I needed upu but , as usual , you were faraway , i used to feel

sage with you ,

I was talkin to two friends yesterday , the first one is a doctor who wanna be a painter

the second one wanna be a fisherman ! ........ And i loughed ! I laughed because i'm a gurl who wanna be a butterfly or a cat !, a cat , to sit beside you so quitly and doing nothing but meawing to you , just to distract you alittle from your thoughts or books , and i would sleep so quitly beside you , eating from your plate softly . Cats never think they just do , and i need to do , i don't wanna think anymore .