Q1 : eh aktar 7aga bt3gbny f menna ( my sister )/?
A : that she NEVER looks back .
Q2 : eh aktar 7aga msh bt3gbny fya ?
A : ene msh b3raf a3mel zayaha .
Q3 : eh aktar 7aga bt3gbny fya ?
A : that i always try .
Q4 : tb w hwa da 7elw wala we7esh?
A : zeft !
Q5 : eh ele y5aly a guy ykon 5ateb w yklm bent tanya gher 5atebto?
A : so2al ahbal w sazeg.
Q6 : ( same q bas btare2a tanya ) tb eh ele y5aly walad by7b bent yo5tob wa7da tanya?
A : ensan 3ando ezdwag ma3ayeer y3ny double standards .
Q7 : tb eh ele y5aly bent ( ay bent ) t7b walad keda?
A : hya min hwat ta3zeeb elnafs aw 3ndaha low self esteem aw ay 7aga b2a.
Q8 : leh kol matkon kwais m3a 7ad y7awel hwa ygra7ak ?
A : keda .
Q9 : leh msh b3raf anam kwais b2aly esbo3?
A : msh 3arfa
Q10 : tb leh b2aly fatra msh mabsota?
A : eh da? mkontsh wa5da baly ene msh mbsota .
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Thursday, December 2, 2010
THE drama of my promotion ...
Or as i 'd like to put it as ( my big fat promotion) ..
any way , i was working my butt off for three years now to get this promotion , and i endured the worset kind of managers ( professionally not atherwise since i don't like you to get thoughts) as i believe in arabian proverb sayin ( if u want somethin out of a dog tell him SIR ) .... yes , yes , don't be shocked , we all do that in all races , all languages , so don't criticize me .
Now and since the kitchen of annual promotions is ON and HOT nowadays i was expecting mine to be cooked on the way , so i presented my numbers and my achievement all thru the year expecting to get the promotion along with the new title on a tray , only to be shocked by a fuckin suggestion of other title .............. DUHHHH
ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE
Have i mentioned that i'm a Scorpion??? I don't think so , because if i have , they wouldn't have even thought of it not to mention suggesting it at all ... well' for those who don't know what does it mean to insult a scorpion , let me tell you that my manager and HIS manager know this already !! Simply i gave them a piece of my mind , which was not so nice or polite ..
And since i know that they can't afford to lose me , not at this time .. and they have no alternative so i used it to my advantage waving the stick and pulling strings , because lets face it , in this world you can't afford to be gentle and polite with monsters , right?
AND THE RESULT WAS ......................... DA DA DA DA
I nailed it , i got it .. THE TITLE I WANTED :)))
I Love U World ( big kiss )
any way , i was working my butt off for three years now to get this promotion , and i endured the worset kind of managers ( professionally not atherwise since i don't like you to get thoughts) as i believe in arabian proverb sayin ( if u want somethin out of a dog tell him SIR ) .... yes , yes , don't be shocked , we all do that in all races , all languages , so don't criticize me .
Now and since the kitchen of annual promotions is ON and HOT nowadays i was expecting mine to be cooked on the way , so i presented my numbers and my achievement all thru the year expecting to get the promotion along with the new title on a tray , only to be shocked by a fuckin suggestion of other title .............. DUHHHH
ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE
Have i mentioned that i'm a Scorpion??? I don't think so , because if i have , they wouldn't have even thought of it not to mention suggesting it at all ... well' for those who don't know what does it mean to insult a scorpion , let me tell you that my manager and HIS manager know this already !! Simply i gave them a piece of my mind , which was not so nice or polite ..
And since i know that they can't afford to lose me , not at this time .. and they have no alternative so i used it to my advantage waving the stick and pulling strings , because lets face it , in this world you can't afford to be gentle and polite with monsters , right?
AND THE RESULT WAS ......................... DA DA DA DA
I nailed it , i got it .. THE TITLE I WANTED :)))
Monday, November 29, 2010
La5batation ...
hmmm 1- msh 3arfa anam m3a ene 3awza anam
2- msh 3arfa albes eh elsob7 , which is usual , w b3den has7a ,da eza nemt , w halbes awel 7aga t2ablny 3shan t3bana w lma ab2a fel shoghl hafakar why the hell did i wear this and didn wear somethin else.
3- i have BIG problem fel shoghl h3od a7el feha all December , that's why i like November , 3shan tb3an feh 3eed melady , w kman b2dar a2agel kol 7aga feh l7ad Dec.
4- Dec. 31 yum , yum ynta7 yum
5- msh 3arfa akarar el donya 7ar wala bard , bas akeed akeed feh namosa fel room bec bahrosh , the question is gat mnen w hatnam emta ??/
6- kalt chocolate kteer today , t2reban 3aysha 3eshet el skinny ppl ele homa asasan by3esho 3eshet el nas ele 3awza t3mel diet
7- kano bytklmo 3an el ente5abat ..aktar 7aga bt3gbny f 7komtna enha dayman bt7asesna enena 7meer min gher matetklm.
8- Google is the best searching site w microsoft de micro f kol 7aga ganbo , kol ele hamemhom y3mlo programmes w y5ter3o f ways 3shan ykteshfo meen fena sare2 nos5et window mnhom , wa7ed zay Bill Gates da ele 3mlhom 3la albo ad keda mfrod y3mel nos5et window l kol wa7ed y3abar microsoft asasan e7teraman l dwal el 3alam el talet el ta3bana .
9- daleel 3ala en Gates da neten asasan enno Google w Utube mshahyasena bebalash w da hymoot 3al donya , nefsy afham hystafeed eh mene lma ashtry nos5to b 400 LE "?> y3ny 80 dollar , yfre2o m3aya myfr2osh m3ah .. m3afen awi. 3shan keda hnfdal nesra2 nosa5o ghasben 3ano , 7alal feh.
10- hanam shwaya ghasben 3any.
2- msh 3arfa albes eh elsob7 , which is usual , w b3den has7a ,da eza nemt , w halbes awel 7aga t2ablny 3shan t3bana w lma ab2a fel shoghl hafakar why the hell did i wear this and didn wear somethin else.
3- i have BIG problem fel shoghl h3od a7el feha all December , that's why i like November , 3shan tb3an feh 3eed melady , w kman b2dar a2agel kol 7aga feh l7ad Dec.
4- Dec. 31 yum , yum ynta7 yum
5- msh 3arfa akarar el donya 7ar wala bard , bas akeed akeed feh namosa fel room bec bahrosh , the question is gat mnen w hatnam emta ??/
6- kalt chocolate kteer today , t2reban 3aysha 3eshet el skinny ppl ele homa asasan by3esho 3eshet el nas ele 3awza t3mel diet
7- kano bytklmo 3an el ente5abat ..aktar 7aga bt3gbny f 7komtna enha dayman bt7asesna enena 7meer min gher matetklm.
8- Google is the best searching site w microsoft de micro f kol 7aga ganbo , kol ele hamemhom y3mlo programmes w y5ter3o f ways 3shan ykteshfo meen fena sare2 nos5et window mnhom , wa7ed zay Bill Gates da ele 3mlhom 3la albo ad keda mfrod y3mel nos5et window l kol wa7ed y3abar microsoft asasan e7teraman l dwal el 3alam el talet el ta3bana .
9- daleel 3ala en Gates da neten asasan enno Google w Utube mshahyasena bebalash w da hymoot 3al donya , nefsy afham hystafeed eh mene lma ashtry nos5to b 400 LE "?> y3ny 80 dollar , yfre2o m3aya myfr2osh m3ah .. m3afen awi. 3shan keda hnfdal nesra2 nosa5o ghasben 3ano , 7alal feh.
10- hanam shwaya ghasben 3any.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
To Love And Be Loved ..
A man in love ..love brings identity , love applies meanings .
Caruso within horizon , a voice carried through winds ..
( he saw the lights out on the sea
he thought of all the nights behind
they were only the lampare
the white wake of a stern)
and from far , in his mind only her image emerges , through dreams , only one grey giant cell
He is a man in love .. searching for pearls to his love
in love ..letters are too precious to waste
BUT was he loved??
( he felt the pain in the music
he stood up by the piano
but when he saw the moon
death was also sweet to him
he looked into her eyes
two eyes as green as the sea
then suddenly he felt tears
and he believed he was fell into the sea).
Once he was loved he believes and again he felt that sweet pain when you jump into your brain
the voice of the song is fading away , leaving a sweet taste on the tips of his tongue
he is alone but not lonely
he is away but so close
he is here and there
between the sense and the feeling
he went into oblivion again , half awake
(i love you
so much as you know
it is like a chain now
that heats up my blood
inside the veins you know)
again , it's his blood that speaks
it's beyond his bones
but have you ever been happy shedding your blood for your love?
he was in love
he was loved.
Caruso within horizon , a voice carried through winds ..
( he saw the lights out on the sea
he thought of all the nights behind
they were only the lampare
the white wake of a stern)
and from far , in his mind only her image emerges , through dreams , only one grey giant cell
He is a man in love .. searching for pearls to his love
in love ..letters are too precious to waste
BUT was he loved??
( he felt the pain in the music
he stood up by the piano
but when he saw the moon
death was also sweet to him
he looked into her eyes
two eyes as green as the sea
then suddenly he felt tears
and he believed he was fell into the sea).
Once he was loved he believes and again he felt that sweet pain when you jump into your brain
the voice of the song is fading away , leaving a sweet taste on the tips of his tongue
he is alone but not lonely
he is away but so close
he is here and there
between the sense and the feeling
he went into oblivion again , half awake
(i love you
so much as you know
it is like a chain now
that heats up my blood
inside the veins you know)
again , it's his blood that speaks
it's beyond his bones
but have you ever been happy shedding your blood for your love?
he was in love
he was loved.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Heart Of Glass
It was one of those days where you wake up and you don't know where to begin..
It began with two bad dreams ..
Two bad dreams drained me from inside ..
U know that lonely feeling? when you can't find the strength?
This is exactly what happened to me ...
Moved like a zombie , doing everything i should do just wanna come back home ..
Just wanna run to my coccon and close the door behind ...
Only to be hit by new loss...
My friend removed my friend .. just erased him from her life ..
U know that option where you click the damn botton , and next thing the person you have clicked was gone ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
harsh , harsh ...
People doing it all the time .. click , you are gone !
And this coccon suddenly is so tight and dark ..
I wanna go home !
Where's home? it is so so faraway !
Strikes me how life has become so indifferent and difficult ..
Does people know that hearts are made of glasses?
And when you crack a piece , it never heals ..and those broken hearts keep going on in life half broken , half alive..
and then if you make a zoom to one of those hearts ..
U'll find narrow deep holes .. this is pain ..
Hearts are made of glasses so why we pretend it's made of steel?
Hearts are made of glasses then why we can't see?
Why we think that the others are disposable? we need eachothers..
We need to feel the warmth of other's breath..
We are bundle of senses , we are not steel .........
Someone dear told me today , you keep fighting fighting fighting for what?
....... U know what? ................... I'll stop .
It began with two bad dreams ..
Two bad dreams drained me from inside ..
U know that lonely feeling? when you can't find the strength?
This is exactly what happened to me ...
Moved like a zombie , doing everything i should do just wanna come back home ..
Just wanna run to my coccon and close the door behind ...
Only to be hit by new loss...
My friend removed my friend .. just erased him from her life ..
U know that option where you click the damn botton , and next thing the person you have clicked was gone ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
harsh , harsh ...
People doing it all the time .. click , you are gone !
And this coccon suddenly is so tight and dark ..
I wanna go home !
Where's home? it is so so faraway !
Strikes me how life has become so indifferent and difficult ..
Does people know that hearts are made of glasses?
And when you crack a piece , it never heals ..and those broken hearts keep going on in life half broken , half alive..
and then if you make a zoom to one of those hearts ..
U'll find narrow deep holes .. this is pain ..
Hearts are made of glasses so why we pretend it's made of steel?
Hearts are made of glasses then why we can't see?
Why we think that the others are disposable? we need eachothers..
We need to feel the warmth of other's breath..
We are bundle of senses , we are not steel .........
Someone dear told me today , you keep fighting fighting fighting for what?
....... U know what? ................... I'll stop .
Sunday, August 15, 2010
what do guys want exactly??? homa 3awzeen eh broo7 mamethom?
OK , what do they really want? y3ny lma nb2a kwaiseen w banat 7alal ydona 3la afana , w lma netml3an w n2leb 3alehom y3yato w y2olo 2ool lel zaman erga3 wenaby ...
Guys , those following stories happened bgd to some of my closest friends , and i'm pissed off , because i know how it hurts to lose belief , bgd i'll tell you those stories and you judge for yourselves because elmawdo3 b2a ooooover bgd oooover...
1- one of my friends was in relationship with a guy for three years over net ( ygta3 el net wel neteeta welly ynateto 3aleh) , anyway they saw eachothers via webcam and those faksa technological fashla means ( because the guy was abroad , w dee moshkila tanya)... anyway elwad nezel w hyt2ablo .. w et2ablo w reg3t 3la betha happy only to be shocked in the morning by an msn men roo7 mamto sayin( sorry i can't continue) and when she confronted him WHY ya brad pitt 3asrak w awanak he said (asl your design w structure m3agabonesh )....YA EBN ELLLL........ (kol el shataym).. design w structure? bgd 3eb a2ol ele nefsy feh ..
2- my closest friend was in love with a guy , hwa kman friend for me .. elbet bt7bo w mfehash 7aga tet3ayb w hwa !!! 2erd , monkey w shwaya yb2a on w b3den off .. eh yala? mt3mlk 2afla w estrgl keda .. shwaya y2oly klam w yro7 y2ol klam tany l nas tanya w y2olha hya klam talet ...hwa feh eh yad? bgd el regala gralha eh? w leh b2o ashba7 keda?
Allah yr7amak yaaaa, ya meen? wallahy ma3arfa.
3- wad 3shan y5la3 min bent kan by7bha 2alha 3ando influenza el 5anazeer belsala 3al sala .. w msh hy2dar ydamrlaha her furure so lazem ynse7eb min 7ayatha .. welbet galha nervous breakdown w kanet btmoot because she thought en el 7eela da7a b 7bo 3shan y7afez 3la 7ayatha , only to discover b3d yumen en m2soof el ra2ba tele3 sharm m3a s7abo w sa7eb bet tanya w kan 3awez y5la3 w bas.
just imagine .............................................
hwa feh eh? leh b2eto keda ya regalaaa?
y3ny el mawdo3 hormonat wala bee2a wala genat werasya ? 2ololna ymkin neb3ed 3anko w nraya7ko ... the worset thing is when you lose belief and trust .. la2 w y3ezo awi awi yfkeso in the time of need ..
Once upon a time there was a MAN , keeps his words , respects his woman , protects his home , he was like a stone .. strong and solid .. he remained like that till he died with his woman beside him so content. She lived on his memory .. coz he was a man..
dee kanet kesa 5yalya msh wake3ya ...
elwake3 hwa kol ele kan abl el kessa dee.
ya regala !!
Guys , those following stories happened bgd to some of my closest friends , and i'm pissed off , because i know how it hurts to lose belief , bgd i'll tell you those stories and you judge for yourselves because elmawdo3 b2a ooooover bgd oooover...
1- one of my friends was in relationship with a guy for three years over net ( ygta3 el net wel neteeta welly ynateto 3aleh) , anyway they saw eachothers via webcam and those faksa technological fashla means ( because the guy was abroad , w dee moshkila tanya)... anyway elwad nezel w hyt2ablo .. w et2ablo w reg3t 3la betha happy only to be shocked in the morning by an msn men roo7 mamto sayin( sorry i can't continue) and when she confronted him WHY ya brad pitt 3asrak w awanak he said (asl your design w structure m3agabonesh )....YA EBN ELLLL........ (kol el shataym).. design w structure? bgd 3eb a2ol ele nefsy feh ..
2- my closest friend was in love with a guy , hwa kman friend for me .. elbet bt7bo w mfehash 7aga tet3ayb w hwa !!! 2erd , monkey w shwaya yb2a on w b3den off .. eh yala? mt3mlk 2afla w estrgl keda .. shwaya y2oly klam w yro7 y2ol klam tany l nas tanya w y2olha hya klam talet ...hwa feh eh yad? bgd el regala gralha eh? w leh b2o ashba7 keda?
Allah yr7amak yaaaa, ya meen? wallahy ma3arfa.
3- wad 3shan y5la3 min bent kan by7bha 2alha 3ando influenza el 5anazeer belsala 3al sala .. w msh hy2dar ydamrlaha her furure so lazem ynse7eb min 7ayatha .. welbet galha nervous breakdown w kanet btmoot because she thought en el 7eela da7a b 7bo 3shan y7afez 3la 7ayatha , only to discover b3d yumen en m2soof el ra2ba tele3 sharm m3a s7abo w sa7eb bet tanya w kan 3awez y5la3 w bas.
just imagine .............................................
hwa feh eh? leh b2eto keda ya regalaaa?
y3ny el mawdo3 hormonat wala bee2a wala genat werasya ? 2ololna ymkin neb3ed 3anko w nraya7ko ... the worset thing is when you lose belief and trust .. la2 w y3ezo awi awi yfkeso in the time of need ..
Once upon a time there was a MAN , keeps his words , respects his woman , protects his home , he was like a stone .. strong and solid .. he remained like that till he died with his woman beside him so content. She lived on his memory .. coz he was a man..
dee kanet kesa 5yalya msh wake3ya ...
elwake3 hwa kol ele kan abl el kessa dee.
Monday, August 2, 2010
True Colours !
behind blue there is always grey ,
crawling like a big ghost ,
engulfing all green and blue ,
And she remembers when she was green ,
,O, spring .. spring
and she was jumping in the air ,
catching a rainbow , waving a free hand to the sun,
Spring was only for a little wink ...
Then she become blue ...
Blue is warm , long and so true ,
she became herself in blue ,
Then suddenly , grey , ....
Grey is cruel , strong and deep ,
How could she escape??
Life just stepaside when grey comes in way ...
........................................................
And she closed her eyes , finally .. Peace ..
And she drawned in the deep endless silence ..
And she smiled ...
Silence is white !
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